Searching Not For Me

Sleepless nights blend into the daylight
Scattered thoughts dishevel my very being
I see you in the wreckage, but much to my dismay
You're far away, searching not for me
But for a girl who breaks hearts
Shatters dreams and steals souls

I've been eating way too much candy.

This week has been amazing.

The only thing that could have made it better is being back home.

I miss Massachusetts way too much.

I hope you aren't mad at me. But she totally deserved every word that I dished out.

If it ever comes to it, I really hope you pick me. But we both know you wont.

I guess I'm okay with that, but deep down it breaks my heart.

Why isn't it me?

What do you see in her?

I guess I'll never know.