I really don't think I'm gonna make it, lmao. SUMMER IS TWO DAYS AWAY. Well, two SCHOOL days away. Just tomorrow and Monday. What's gay is that today was supposed to be our last day, but we went over on our snow days. Those snow days were oh so worth it though, haha.
Exams have started. I thought today was going to drag, but it actually went a lot quicker than I thought. It probably helped that I had all of my easy class exams today. Gym and History tomorrow, and then on the last day, Math and English. I'm super happy that I get to spend the last two hours of my freshman year in Wallingford's class. It's gonna be awesome.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
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My Yahoo Messanger is being an epic faliure. IT WON'T LOG ON. >:/
This weekend has been the best weekend ever. That's not exaggerating one single bit. I've just gotten to relax outside, and not worry about anything. I love all of the people there, so it just makes it so much better. I just feel such at home out there. It's the greatest feeling in the world.
This weekend has been the best weekend ever. That's not exaggerating one single bit. I've just gotten to relax outside, and not worry about anything. I love all of the people there, so it just makes it so much better. I just feel such at home out there. It's the greatest feeling in the world.
Friday, May 22, 2009
(:
Taylor Swift writes my life story in her songs, haha. I'm kind of obsessed with I'd Lie right now. The sad thing is...I can replace all of the words to fit him. Haha.
It's friday, so I'm refusing to let anything put me in a bad mood. Tomorrow we're going to the Thompson's, and me and Sheri might get to camp over there by ourselfs until Sunday. Pretty excited about that.
I don't even want to think about all of the homework my teachers threw in my face today. I don't know when I'm even gonna have the time to do it, but it's all due on Tuesday when we go back. Then it's two days of normal classes and Thursday starts exams, which are the only bad part about high school. I'm real nervous about my History and Science ones. More than my other ones. Then we go home for the weekend, and come back for one more day. Which, may I add, we have to take more exams on. I'm kind of pissed about that. Then SUMMER! Which I'm way more than ready for.
It's friday, so I'm refusing to let anything put me in a bad mood. Tomorrow we're going to the Thompson's, and me and Sheri might get to camp over there by ourselfs until Sunday. Pretty excited about that.
I don't even want to think about all of the homework my teachers threw in my face today. I don't know when I'm even gonna have the time to do it, but it's all due on Tuesday when we go back. Then it's two days of normal classes and Thursday starts exams, which are the only bad part about high school. I'm real nervous about my History and Science ones. More than my other ones. Then we go home for the weekend, and come back for one more day. Which, may I add, we have to take more exams on. I'm kind of pissed about that. Then SUMMER! Which I'm way more than ready for.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
i hope you know...
You're still my best friend. Even if I'm not yours. Because if you aren't my best friend, then I don't have some one else. I don't have an alternative.
And I don't know exactly what I'm going to do without you just yet, but I guess I should start hatching a plan.
I wish you knew that you were hurting me. And I hope I'm not hurting you. But I don't have the guts to tell you any of this, because I don't think I can stand to have another fight with you.
And I don't know exactly what I'm going to do without you just yet, but I guess I should start hatching a plan.
I wish you knew that you were hurting me. And I hope I'm not hurting you. But I don't have the guts to tell you any of this, because I don't think I can stand to have another fight with you.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
seven days without you.
That last post wasn't so great. I've just been in a not so great/really good at times mood. I feel so bi-polar. Hahaha. Sometimes, I'm known to over-react. Most of the time I find it necessary. The situation really hasn't changed. I have a feeling that this summer might be a lonley one for me.
On a happier note. I'm smart, haha. I, along with about fifty to sixty other students got inducted into Phi Delta Sigma. I can't tell you all the details, simply because I really don't know all of the backgroud information, but this thing is for people with a 3.7 or higher GPA. I myself have a 3.8, and was only .2 away from having at 4.0. Stupid geometry. Haha.
I'm sick...again. What a surprise. I just got over walking pneumonia, and now have a small cold. My cough is back too. I wish my immune system was better, but it isn't.
On a happier note. I'm smart, haha. I, along with about fifty to sixty other students got inducted into Phi Delta Sigma. I can't tell you all the details, simply because I really don't know all of the backgroud information, but this thing is for people with a 3.7 or higher GPA. I myself have a 3.8, and was only .2 away from having at 4.0. Stupid geometry. Haha.
I'm sick...again. What a surprise. I just got over walking pneumonia, and now have a small cold. My cough is back too. I wish my immune system was better, but it isn't.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
100 THINGS.
1. Sing in front of a crowd.
2. Write a best-selling book.
3. Tell Nick Jonas how much of an inspiration he is to me.
4. Stop eating so much junk.
5. Meet someone who can see me for who I really am.
6. Travel to Italy.
7. Talk about piano with Alex Marshall.
8. Walk up to a complete stranger and tell them about Jesus Christ.
9. Get my friendships back.
10. Tell you how much you hurt me.
11. Recycle.
12. Take more pictures.
13. Walk on California ground.
14. Get married.
15. Get into a great college.
16. Be as amazing as Marshall on the piano.
17. Learn how to play drums and guitar.
18. Stop hiding behind my hair.
19. Be famous for something.
20. Live my life for Jesus Christ.
21. Meet The Cab.
22. Give blood.
23. See the Olympics.
24. Learn how to dance.
25. Stop falling for the wrong guy.
26. Write a song about you, then tell sing it for you.
27. Inspire someone.
28. Start a concert ticket fund, then one summer go to as many concerts as I can.
29. Go to Bamboozle.
30. Meet the Jonas Brothers.
31. Ask the people who hate me, why?
32. Befriend someone who's my total opposite.
33. Stop being so judgemental, out loud and in my head.
34. Finish a fanfic, which I've only done three times. Out of the 20 I've written.
35. Find something that I really love, and never let go.
36. Try shrimp.
37. Fall in love.
38. Be a good friend to someone who needs one.
39. Write a song, music, lyrics, everything, all by myself.
40. Never eat goat cheese ravioli again. Next time get a steak.
41. See something on Broadway.
42. Be more organized.
43. Keep my room clean.
44. Get my nails professionally done, and see if it's really any better than how I do my own.
45. Not freak out if I we're ever to meet someone famous.
46. Cry.
47. Never dye my hair, until it starts to turn gray.
48. Watch a game from on top of the Green Monster at Fenway.
49. Meet Jacoby Ellsbury.
50. Have fans, one day.
51. Win something off the radio.
52. Pay more attention to the details.
53. Make something that I can say was made 100% by me.
54. Stop being so self-conscious.
55. Learn how to use Photoshop.
56. Attend something that will make it into the history books.
57. Talk more.
58. Don't care about what others think/say about me.
59. Always be a fun person, even when I'm 96.
60. Get a legit pair or white Ray-Bans.
61. Become good at a sport. Even if it's ping-pong.
62. Take the road less traveled.
63. Hike up a mountain.
64. Be bold.
65. Take a dare.
66. Make a best friend for life.
67. Be in the audience of a live show.
68. Compete in a triathlon.
69. Not care if I win or lose.
70. Stay healthy for longer than a few months.
71. Stay up for 24 hours, just to see what it feels like.
72. Embrace my looks.
73. Fall asleep under the stars.
74. Spend more time with my brother.
75. Spoil my nephew when I'm older.
76. Buy something, then give it away to someone who needs it.
77. Go outside everyday this summer.
78. Find something that I won't ever want to lose.
79. Tell my friends how much they mean to me.
80. Stop back-talking.
81. Never not love.
82. Paint a picture.
83. Donate money to CFTC.
84. Get a tattoo.
85. Wear what I like, regardless of if it's "in style" or not.
86. Walk into a record label and hand them a demo cd.
87. Get back into piano lessons.
88. Bump into someone famous on the streets.
89. Make time for the important things.
90. Don't hold grudges.
91. Stop cussing completely.
92. Get something really special for my mom or dad.
93. Ride my bike more.
94. Come back to this town after I move away.
95. Say the word "legit" more.
96. Get a song written about me.
97. Be myself.
98. Stop saying sorry so much.
99. Live to this age.
100. Live a Jonas life forever.
2. Write a best-selling book.
3. Tell Nick Jonas how much of an inspiration he is to me.
4. Stop eating so much junk.
5. Meet someone who can see me for who I really am.
6. Travel to Italy.
7. Talk about piano with Alex Marshall.
8. Walk up to a complete stranger and tell them about Jesus Christ.
9. Get my friendships back.
10. Tell you how much you hurt me.
11. Recycle.
12. Take more pictures.
13. Walk on California ground.
14. Get married.
15. Get into a great college.
16. Be as amazing as Marshall on the piano.
17. Learn how to play drums and guitar.
18. Stop hiding behind my hair.
19. Be famous for something.
20. Live my life for Jesus Christ.
21. Meet The Cab.
22. Give blood.
23. See the Olympics.
24. Learn how to dance.
25. Stop falling for the wrong guy.
26. Write a song about you, then tell sing it for you.
27. Inspire someone.
28. Start a concert ticket fund, then one summer go to as many concerts as I can.
29. Go to Bamboozle.
30. Meet the Jonas Brothers.
31. Ask the people who hate me, why?
32. Befriend someone who's my total opposite.
33. Stop being so judgemental, out loud and in my head.
34. Finish a fanfic, which I've only done three times. Out of the 20 I've written.
35. Find something that I really love, and never let go.
36. Try shrimp.
37. Fall in love.
38. Be a good friend to someone who needs one.
39. Write a song, music, lyrics, everything, all by myself.
40. Never eat goat cheese ravioli again. Next time get a steak.
41. See something on Broadway.
42. Be more organized.
43. Keep my room clean.
44. Get my nails professionally done, and see if it's really any better than how I do my own.
45. Not freak out if I we're ever to meet someone famous.
46. Cry.
47. Never dye my hair, until it starts to turn gray.
48. Watch a game from on top of the Green Monster at Fenway.
49. Meet Jacoby Ellsbury.
50. Have fans, one day.
51. Win something off the radio.
52. Pay more attention to the details.
53. Make something that I can say was made 100% by me.
54. Stop being so self-conscious.
55. Learn how to use Photoshop.
56. Attend something that will make it into the history books.
57. Talk more.
58. Don't care about what others think/say about me.
59. Always be a fun person, even when I'm 96.
60. Get a legit pair or white Ray-Bans.
61. Become good at a sport. Even if it's ping-pong.
62. Take the road less traveled.
63. Hike up a mountain.
64. Be bold.
65. Take a dare.
66. Make a best friend for life.
67. Be in the audience of a live show.
68. Compete in a triathlon.
69. Not care if I win or lose.
70. Stay healthy for longer than a few months.
71. Stay up for 24 hours, just to see what it feels like.
72. Embrace my looks.
73. Fall asleep under the stars.
74. Spend more time with my brother.
75. Spoil my nephew when I'm older.
76. Buy something, then give it away to someone who needs it.
77. Go outside everyday this summer.
78. Find something that I won't ever want to lose.
79. Tell my friends how much they mean to me.
80. Stop back-talking.
81. Never not love.
82. Paint a picture.
83. Donate money to CFTC.
84. Get a tattoo.
85. Wear what I like, regardless of if it's "in style" or not.
86. Walk into a record label and hand them a demo cd.
87. Get back into piano lessons.
88. Bump into someone famous on the streets.
89. Make time for the important things.
90. Don't hold grudges.
91. Stop cussing completely.
92. Get something really special for my mom or dad.
93. Ride my bike more.
94. Come back to this town after I move away.
95. Say the word "legit" more.
96. Get a song written about me.
97. Be myself.
98. Stop saying sorry so much.
99. Live to this age.
100. Live a Jonas life forever.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
i'm bold as love.
I've been hurt. Like, I don't know. I'm kind of left best friendless. And I'm jealous, and I'm mad, and I'm sad, and upset, and everything but happy right now. I shouldn't be any of those things. I know I'll always have a best friend in God, but right now, I need a best friend in person. I need a best friend that will eat ice cream with me when my heart is broken, who will act like a fool with me running through the streets at 2am. But my best friend has a new best friend, and I'm starting to realize that the worlds going to move on and people are going to leave me behind without them. I just never thought it would happen with us.
We said best friends forever. I guess I just never expected forever to be so short.
We said best friends forever. I guess I just never expected forever to be so short.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I WANT.
So I really want this necklace. Like REAL bad. It's beautiful. And designed by the totally gorgeous and talented...ALEX MARSHALL...who I love. Hahaha!
Friday, May 1, 2009
AWWW!
Like my cute little birdy layout? I think it's adorable, haha. I didn't even know you could find things like this for Blogger, but now I do.
Today was great. Possibly the best Friday of my life. I think it was basically the fact that Sheri, Courtney, Fletch and I were being total goofs in choir today and Mr. Beck just kind of lets us goof off. It was seriously hilarious. There wasn't a moment that one of us wasn't laughing.
I also have sharpie all over my arms now, due to the creation of freckle buddies. Aha, it's so funny how all of our inside jokes started in choir, even last year. I miss everyone being in there. Though I do love the fact that there's only four of us alto's and we totally pull it off. Makes you feel like you can really do something. Especially when Mr. Beck says that he wouldn't trade you even for the HONOR CHOIR alto section. That's when you know you're good. Kinda sucks that the sopranos are still his favorite. Oh well.
Still...great, great day.
Today was great. Possibly the best Friday of my life. I think it was basically the fact that Sheri, Courtney, Fletch and I were being total goofs in choir today and Mr. Beck just kind of lets us goof off. It was seriously hilarious. There wasn't a moment that one of us wasn't laughing.
I also have sharpie all over my arms now, due to the creation of freckle buddies. Aha, it's so funny how all of our inside jokes started in choir, even last year. I miss everyone being in there. Though I do love the fact that there's only four of us alto's and we totally pull it off. Makes you feel like you can really do something. Especially when Mr. Beck says that he wouldn't trade you even for the HONOR CHOIR alto section. That's when you know you're good. Kinda sucks that the sopranos are still his favorite. Oh well.
Still...great, great day.
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