Best friends for life...or so we all thought.

This is something that I've gone through personally. Thankfully, I got some of my best friend back, but it's just never been the same. We're not "best" friends anymore. We rarely talk outside of school. I go over to her house like once a month, but still. We're friends, and I'm happy with that.

But when you've had a friend for eleven years, I just don't see how you deal with losing them. I don't understand how she could have just up and said that nothing could be done because that's how life goes. There is ALWAYS something that can be done. You don't give up on your best friend because that's how life goes.

Life depends on friendship, not the other way around.

Plain and simple.

The universe amazes me.
It's just so big, and makes me feel small.
I love that feeling. I'm weird, I know.
But seriously, I can't get enough of the night sky.
It's so beautiful.
I want a big fancy telescope,
and I want to live somewhere that's not all city lights.
Where I can see the sky that God has laid out.